So let’s see.. in 8th grade, I passed Algebra II which is a 10th grade class. Hm.. I’m taking Academic Challenge where it’s basically AP and I learn stuff from high school through a course of 3 years. That shit’s hard. My dad thinks I’m gonna be a fucking perfect student in 9th grade? Sorry if I’m not good enough as always. My dad just loves to make me feel like shit, doesn’t he? He loves punishing me when I get something below a 90. I’m stressing out and I just can’t take it anymore. Marching band is a stress reliever for me. Guess what I was told today?  Because I got an 88 on my midterm (only 2 percent below 90), he might just take me out of marching band. I’m so just ugh. I can’t take this anymore. I can’t . I just want to cry but I can’t because he’ll hear me and tell me how stupid I am and just ugh. I’m sorry for complaining like this but I need to vent and I’m seriously crying right now. I’m sorry